ForeverForgotten666

a fake smile a dark thought I say ‘Im fine’ but I am not my world is full of people but I am still alone I smile and laugh making sure my depression isn’t shown I wonder ‘who sill cares?’ ‘who will stay when I fall?’ I laugh to myself ‘no one at all’

All my life I have been told I'm strange,... Weird... Un-Normal. But when I ask them what Normal is, they can't seem to answer. Is it Normal to wear clothes that show off a little too much? To get straight A's? To be on the cheer squad? To me cosplaying, roleplaying, reading manga,... That's all Normal. So I have to wonder... Am I weird? Or Normal?

Stranger: HELLO You: H3Y >:] Stranger: OG MY FUCKING GOD Stranger: YOU DECIDED TO IGNORE STRIDER FOR ONE MINUTE, EH? You: Y3S 1 JUST COULDN'T W41T TO P1SS YOU OFF SOM3 MOR3 >:] Stranger: WELL THEN I WON'T GET PISSED OFF Stranger: WATCH ME BE AS COOL AS A FUCKING CUCUMBER You: K4RKL3S YOU 4R3 4 PUSSY >:] Stranger: AT LEAST I'M NOT MAKING OUT WITH A HUMAN You: 4T L34ST 1M NOT 4 HOMO >:] Stranger: WHAT ARE YOU IMPLYING> You: YOU JOHN 3V3RY ON3 KNOWS K4RKL3S >:] Stranger: WHAT... WHAT DO YOU MEAN ME AND JOHN Stranger: HOW DO YOU KNOW? You: H3H3H3 >:] Stranger: I MEAN WHERE DID YOU HEAR THAT... You: OH K4RKL3S 1 W4S JOK31NG BUT 1T

You: :33< hello :3 Stranger: H1! You: :33< terezi? Stranger: Y3S You: :33< oh *ac hugs her furrend sorrowfully* Stranger: *GC 4SKS 1S SOM3TH1NG WRONG? >:?* You: :33< i-i have to say goodbye *ac starts to tear* Stranger: WH4T? WHYS TH4T? You: :33< well to sum it up a group went to check on gamz33 but... he attacked us and now im laying here... dieing... so i have to say goodbye Stranger: WH4T? 4R3 YOU S3R1OUS? N3P3T4! WH3R3 4R3 YOU! 1 C4N G3T YOU H3LP... You: :33< no you all have to go on without me im just a pawn Stranger: NO! N3P3TA! W3R3 4LL P4WNS 1N TH1S G4M3. YOU C4NT L34V3 US! You: :33< i dont think i could make it even if me

You: :33< hello :3 Stranger: HEY You: :33< karkitty ive b33n looking for mew Stranger: OH GOD. PLEASE DONT CALL ME FUCKING KARKITTY You: :33< whatever mew want i- i just wanted to say goodbye Stranger: WHY? You: :33< oh i guess mew dont know do mew? its okay just let me say bye :3 Stranger: WHATS GOING ON? You: :33< let me try to explain h33h33 umm a few of us went to go check on gamz33 You: :33< b-but he was sober Stranger: WHAT DID THAT MOTHERFUCKER DO THIS TIME? Stranger: HE WAS SOBER?! You: :33< im the last one karkitty... oh karkat You: :33< but im not going to last i lost so much blood Stranger: WHAT THE FUCK DID HE DO?!

You: :33 < hello :3 Stranger: D ---> hello You: :33 < equius *ac hugs her mewrail* :3 Stranger: D ---> how are you? You: :33 < good h33h33 what about mew :3 Stranger: D ---> im fine. what new ships have you updated? You: :33 < karkat and kanaya :3 Stranger: D ---> oh really? what made you decided that You: :33 < i saw them arguing like lovers earlier :3 Stranger: D ---> * pets the top of nepeta's head * thats nice news. You: :33 < so what have mew been up to lately :3 Stranger: D ---> i just got threw fixing up a present for you. You: :33 < a purresent really what is it :3 Stranger: D ---> why dont you try to guess? You: :33 < o

You: :33 < hello :3 Stranger: Greetings and salutations young warrior You: :33 < are you rose ive purred of you :3 Stranger: Then it seems words travel quickly You: :33 < so mew are well its good to meet you im nepeta :3 Stranger: Greeitngs Nepeta. May I ask from where you hail? You: :33 < alternia :3 Stranger: Pardon my ignorance, but where is that exactly? You: :33 < h33h33 i wouldnt ask me if i was mew i dont know :3 Stranger: Surely you must know where you are. You: :33 < well my mewrail tried to teach me but to no purrevail :3 Stranger: Who is your "mewrail"? You: :33 < equius and he is the best mewrail ever :3 Stranger: Is

You: :33 < hello :3 Stranger: HEY NEPETA You: :33 < karkitty *ac hugs her furrend* :3 Stranger: UGH HI AGAIN NEPETA WILL YOU PLEASE LET GO OF ME? *akwardly pats her back* Stranger: (btw I totally ship Nep and Kar) You: :33 < okay h33h33 im just happy to have found you *ac lets go* :3 You: (so do i XD) Stranger: (Omg yessss) Stranger: OKAY THEN UHM WHERE DID YOU COME FROM EXACTLY You: :33 < i dont know it was pawsitively dark and lonely and no one was there b-but i found you :3 Stranger: OH WELL IM GLAD YOU DIDNT GET HURT NEPETA You: :33 < hurt im far past that h33h33 :3 Stranger: OH WELL THATS GOOD I THINK MAYBE NOT ARE YOU OK

You: :33 < hi :3 Stranger: HEY, NEPETA. You: :33 < hello :D Stranger: WHERE ARE YOU? I CAN'T FIND YOU ANYWHERE ON THIS STUPID FUCKING SPACEROCK. Stranger: I NEEDED TO TALK TO YOU. You: :33 < i dont think im there karkitty i dont think im anywhere Stranger: WHAT DO YOU MEAN? Stranger: YOU CAN'T REALLY BE Stranger: ... You: :33 < yes i am but its okay i dont hate it here :3 Stranger: BUT... Stranger: WHAT ABOUT ME? Stranger: I HATE IT WHERE I AM! Stranger: I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SITUATION! Stranger: ... Stranger: NEPETA? Stranger: DO YOU HATE ME? You: :33 < no really karkitty i dont but its kinda lonely here Stranger: TH